Ideals Vs Ideas

Wah Lao Aye

2006-01-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

2 WEEKS OF RESERVICE MAN~!!!!!!!!
SIANZ 1/2

Turtle~!!!!!
!@^#$(*&$^#&$

ZUAHAHHAHAHHA

Its been awhile

2005-12-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

Really love that song man. Reminds me of that innocent feeling of courtship back then. No rules, no funny "political vengeful" stuff for not calling for days, nobody to bother what we talk about, cookings...Hmmmmm~! Just being simple. Still remember her no tho. Each time i pick up the phone, my fingers are like "a mega memory" thingy, running thru her no...but lotsa things are stopping me from calling.
*sigh*
Biggest regret of my life.
Well at least i tried. I wonder how or what kinda person i am, or how or what kinda impact or memories i left on her?
Nice or Good? Cause nice doesn't mean good. And bad doesn't mean not good. Do you agree?

I feel so old in a way...can almost imagine myself selling a few potatoes and veggies along the streets for retirement....
Worst, die an unworthy person~!

Lord, help your servant...i'm really confused with Truth, Right & Wrong, Circumstances...how can i deal with everyday task in your way?
How can i be like you?
How can i love, trust, praise you even more?

Punish me God...for i'm reluctant to change.
Teach me Rabbi...for i'm repentant.
Love me Lord...for i'm in need of your comfort.
Forgive me Lord...for i've failed in many of your tasks.
Use me Lord...for i'm willing.
Sent me Lord...for i'm prepared.
Uphold me Lord...for i'll uphold you with all my heart, mind, soul, strength and spirit.

Dan England & John Ford Coley

2005-12-28T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hello, yeah it's been awhile
Not much, how 'bout you
I'm not sure why I called
I guess I really just wanted
To talk to you

And I was thinking maybe later on
We could get together for a while
It's been such a long time
And I really do miss your smile

I'm not talking bout moving in
And I don't want to change your life
But there's a warm wind blowin the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight

We could go walkin through a windy park
Take a drive along the beach
Or stay at home and watch tv
You see it really doesn't matter much to me

I'm not talking bout moving in
And I don't want to change your life
But there's a warm wind blowin the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight

I won't ask for promises
So you don't have to lie
We both played that game before
Say I love you then say goodbye

I'm not talking bout moving in
And I don't want to change your life
But there's a warm wind blowin the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight

I'm not talking bout moving in
And I don't want to change your life
But there's a warm wind blowin the stars around
And I'd really love to see you tonight

Baffled

2005-09-06T06:42:00.000+08:00

How do i create a white background so that it covers the left over space of my blog?

Help help

It has come

2005-09-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

Well, i turned 25 officially from now onwards. Got many promises and obligations and responsibilities to fulfill and up keep.

Get up, gear up and "Mr Grine", here i come.

Nevertheless

2005-09-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

Well, i got a really cool gift frm Gab yesterday. Its a Master Grade Wing Zero Gundam Model~!!
Assembled the moment i got home...took me from 1am till next day 8am~!!! But it was worth the effort and its standing now at my desk top with a reall cool pose (in filght).

And not to mention, a really great Saturday i had in ages. Keep that coming i hope, pray and work on i will.

I'm getting older

2005-09-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

It'll be my birthday soon.
What would i want? What do I want?
Very much a life written by me and me alone but that wouldn't be very possible or should i say impossible. Cause no man is an island. We are all very dependent on one another whether we like it or whether we like the person or not. Sound kinda sad but i say no. In fact its all those relying and depending that we all constantly exchanged that made us the way we are in many ways.
I dare not ask much....all i wish on this day is to be a simpler and happier me, with simple desires, happier personality, "singled cell" mentality and goals and of course a character with a bigger heart for the many purpose He made me for.

Selamat Hari Jadi

As the plot thickens

2005-08-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

As our emotionally and mentaly injured Hero struggles to his feet, he saw a shimmering tunnel of light in front....

Go towards the light and explore the unknown
(turn to pg 98)

Rest up and search the surroundings for useful items
(turn to pg 105)

Now what?

2005-08-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Finally the big day was over. 2 mths of preparation for that 1 1/2 hr of brilliance but sad to say no where near it. But it was cool.
A chapter ends and another begins.
How should i write this one?
What character should i be?
The Sinister of plot or the reaper of souls?
Or maybe just for a little while, An epic Hero on a quest for riches and beauty.....

Nah...i'll be just ME~!

Be Cool

A night to remember and the day after to dread

2005-08-28T03:47:00.000+08:00

Womad was really cool...i enjoyed the samba performance by this local band called "diki dunno what baruk". And i finally found out that its a drum that produces the "wooo" "errk" "wooo" "errrk" sound in most bosanova songs. And not to mention the last 2 live sets were mind blowing. Irish influenced latin pop and of course bangra with a Big twist.
Club set was wooolala for me...see all the pretty girls fly by.. hahah.
But i haven seen all of us having so much fun in a long while.

But the worst was that, the next morning, i woke up with both my eyes sore...very sore...almost bright red. And my lungs felt like a traffice jam on CTE. One kind feeling man. Hope i can recover my voice in time for the Ordination Mass. It will be a real pity if i miss that.

Teach Me Pls

2005-08-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

How to use Photoshop to darken a area for your blog skin? Pls advise....

The big day. Womad and then Doomsday...

2005-08-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

Yes yes yes.
Its a waste Robin cannot join us. Just had a phone call with him. And glad that that all is fine. Other than the usual jokes here and there, shared a few things of our mutual friends...like who is doing wat, who lost their virginity, who needs a doctor and lotsa shit.
Cool guy and always dependable when u need his help.

Approaching the last few days of Deacon Chris's "sealing of guns and bangs" ceremony. Now Father's day will be very different for him.
(in a gd way)
I worry more whether can all of us do a gd job and at the same time telling myself its not my prob....i ask not for a majestic ride but a smooth one. All that has to be done or prepared are in place. I leave the rest to YOU.

Kinda eventful these few weeks...makes me really wonder: "When are you ready?" You never know wats gonna happen the next moment so why not put it to gd use? I guess i'll be nicer to ppl, with more tact and of course not forgetting my personality.

It's Bad...really Bad....

2005-08-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Was at Holy Spirit with Gab for the last prac for the SATBs. It was freaking bad...if God had ears....he would cut them off~! My God, the last prac and still the altos and sops are not sure of their parts. Morover, the sops were FLAT~!!!!!! Adrain's was teaching was fine but i really have to admit that the people there were very inconsiderate. So me and Gab left early. When to Casurina for Pratas and boy were they GOOD~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to the prac...

I really agreed with wat Hatsuee wrote on her blog. Seriously...they are not even serious abt it. I guess its already a habit for them to behave this way....gigling at high notes. I think their choir really lacks discipline and it always have been that way and finally its stuck with them. *sigh*
Comparing them and Angelus, i really feel blessed. But nonetheless, its not something that we don't do also. Maybe time and lotsa time will make up for our failings. God, we need you~! Well...i can only hope that on the BIG day, nothing Major happens. I'm very sure something will happen...
Trumpet go off... Violins off tune... People never look up and coming in on wrong timing... *Haiz*
But its was very benefitial for Gab and me...at least we fine tuned the areas we are not too sure of.

Thats all the gossips i have for now..... ChaoooooSSSS

As much as i would love to.........

2005-08-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

I realised that its not the begining that matters cause shit ALWAYS happens. And no matter what we do can prevent that.
A friend(1) told me that shit happens for a reason.
Another(2) said it happens for reasons.
I said: "What's your point?"
And their answers are shocking. (1)'s reply was amazingly eye opening.
(2)'s reply was amazingly smart at first but later on STUPID~!

But none of them mention this: "Its the end that matters and its what is done to get there that leaves an everlasting impression. -Words of A Great Man."
Nevertheless, if a person sits and talks and do nothing, the end will always seem far... Needless to say creating an impression...i would say depression really.

What a COOL week~!

2005-08-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

This week was pretty event full. Amanda was hospitalised, but recovering very fast..GodBless. Ordination practice was great except for all the "old dogs cannot/refused to learn new tricks" mistakes. The mood of everyone was great too. Things were light and friendly and mosst impt of all...COSY!

Amen~~

Finally

2005-08-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

With Gab's help, my blog is kinda finished. left only some minior tunings and to add in other fun stuffs....

So far so bad

2005-08-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

I managed to get the image i want as a background...but i cant resize it to fit the screen...

HELP~~~~~~~~~~~

I NEED COLOURS & PICS

2005-08-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

After much copying and pasting, i got a rough layout. Now all i need is Colours and pics to spice it up.
Amanda, Melvin, Gab....HELP~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-04T07:31:00.000+08:00

New Skin~!!!!
Still in the works tho...learning HTML.
Keep visiting for newer releases.

"watching trains go by...all of my life...."

2005-08-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

Its better sometimes to let it go then to ponder.
"Time and Tides waits for no man" & ponder takes away time...the MOST precious thing in the world.
Enuf of time wasted already...
Voice in my head: "Let it go~~"
Voice in my heart: "Perhaps i'll listen this time~~"
A better use of the spare time...?

Doing things i've been putting down for so long....so long....

All of the sudden

2005-07-28T05:53:00.000+08:00

I feel rejunevnated~! Dunno why or how, but a urge to do something crazily stupid or incredibly smart. =P

Confused man..... ahahahahahhahh

Maybe i'm just damn caught up recently.

Never too late to love someone or somethings and see it to the end

2005-07-23T03:10:00.000+08:00

Speaking from the littlest experiences i've had over the past 1yr or so...
Seriously...love should be professed in the most dramatic & honest way.

Next thing on my mind:
Passion & Compassion, non interviews, perceive the precepted, feel the sympathetic, utmost conscience, WILL, DRIVE, motives..?
Or is it goals & dreams that propels..?
Perhaps there's never an end or answer, maybe someday, when the time is right, i'll know "when" "where" "why" " what" "how"

Nonetheless, its what we do have we need to be thankful of.

What is important to you? To me?

Will things change when "I" change?

2005-07-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

When a situation is posed to you...is tat a challenge?
A price at the end for you when u overcome it?
How abt treating it as a chance to grow?
A chance to become more wise?
A chance to better yourself?

"I am here, i am here..."

Reflexions

2005-06-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'm sure we all have done some silly surveys of personality test whether long or short. But what amaze me is the accuracy of it. Hard to believe but they are some what true to a certain extend in describing
1- your priorties
2- personality
3- ppl ard you
and all tat kinda stuff.

Nevertheless...no harm heeding a friendly survey right? It does no harm to anyone but a hell lot of gd to you n ppl ard.

Been A While

2005-06-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

My internet was down for some lousy reasons...finally its back online.
Never thought i was so reliant on internet. Felt like dieing man. Here's to a long long absence from blogging.

Things are reasonably smooth...the usual downs and few ups @ work.
Agendas in my mind still unresolved or perhaps i'm still deciding or figuring out where i'm heading. Felt anger & hate within me that i've never feel before towards ppl i hold very dear...hey...what do u expect from a padawan?!?! Nevertheless...the force is still very much STRONG in me.

Many things i have thought abt...
Many dreams i have reviewed...
Many people i recalled...
Many issues i tried to justified...

Unconditionally...i am willing to put myself into the grind.
Its said that Rome wasn't built in days...but how many really understand whats the meaning of this saying?!?!

Nevertheless...there are so many things i am grateful of.

Just bored

2005-05-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

....................................
Dunno
How
When
Where
Why
What

Just feel bored
Perhaps these
Perhaps that
My guess......

I just damn BO LIAO

YATTA

2005-05-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

Man the weather is MAD~!!
Kaoz...raining n warm air all over the F**K shop....SIANZ.
Thurs is coming...so hyped up.

Funny thing

2005-05-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

Many of us have different views of life. Obviously due to our vast walks of it. But i kinda find this very true..

In life, there is never something called: "I'm prepared~!"
Its strikes you when u least expects it. Live it to your utmost best and enjoy it to it's fullness.

Here's another: "Life is like an escalator moving constantly up and down...but you will never know who you meet when you are on your way DOWN~!"

We are nothing but subjects of the test God make with the devil.
Mr D: "Give me reign and i'll convert your prople."
Mr G: " My people will remain true to me."

Always show joy for joy brings joy. Misery loves company.
Thats what i believe, do you feel the same way my dear?
It is hard to do, feel, react to what you think, but no one said its gonna be easy. A great challenge we all have. Lets encourage instead.

A-SALA-MUA-LAI-KUM

What's on the other side~??

2005-05-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

THE RAINBOW CONNECTION

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows.
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some chose to believe it
But I know they're wrong wait and see
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see
Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far

What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see
Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

All of us under it's spell
We know that is probably magic

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Are these the sweet sounds that called the young sailors?
I think they're one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
There's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

I Just Wanna Be Where You Are

2005-05-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

I Just Want To Be Where You Are

I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE
DWELLING DAILY IN YOUR PRESENCE
I DON'T WANT TO WORSHIP FROM AFAR
DRAW ME NEAR TO WHERE YOU ARE

I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE
IN YOUR DWELLING PLACE FOREVER
TAKE ME TO THE PLACE WHERE YOU ARE
I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU

I WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE
DWELLING IN YOUR PRESENCE
FEASTING AT YOUR TABLE
SURROUNDED BY YOUR GLORY
IN YOUR PRESENCE
THAT'S WHERE I ALWAYS WANT TO BE
I JUST WANT TO BE
I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU

Never been like that before

2005-04-29T03:13:00.000+08:00

SO many issues...so many itssy fartssy things. Am i benefitting from it or rotting away with it?
Perhaps the best way is to identify the effect i want...find out what cause that effect and copy it.

Who am i...
Where i want to be...
Where am i now...

I guess it happens to everyone at some point in time.
That enough is enough!

I made up mine...how about you?

To you know who

2005-04-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

In order for a person to move on, to differentiate and know when to do the right thing or the appropriate thing, He/She must know what he/she wants.

How then do the person know what he or she wants? Simple...

-Never answer your own doubts with thoughts, believes and questions..it only blurrs the picture more.
-Take all inputs with a pitch of salt. Shit happens everywhere...but if it for the better or the results are beneficial, then its a GOOD thing...PERIOD...dont even think further...stop there!!!!
-Never compare...because God is FAIR~! People have preferences...MOVE ON because they are standing to lose...but only if you prove your worth.
-Its not what you want to be that makes you different but what you do to get there.

Signed: Advice

Much to my delight......

2005-04-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

I've never felt this confused, annoyed since my 'A's. I cannot believe or convince myself to accept this RUBBISH~!!!!!!!!!!

Believe System...what UTTER RUBBISH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beautiful weekend

2005-04-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

Simple but good...ya good~!

I do
I do
I do
I really do......

signed

Mr Doopf

Much has happened & gone by and happening

2005-04-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz....work...work...work.

Good, keeps me busy from thinking abt rubbish, but its really tiring me down. Politics is seriously not my cup of tea man. One thing thats for sure is to take it with a pinch of salt~!
Yet...you can't escape it. You gotta learn it, play it and slowly become a Master at it. Its just like a simple a game of Chess! Same process, same moves to trap and to CHECK MATE~!!

But good things do come out of something that seems so evil. Only if played accordingly. Then again...is it right? Is it "Jesus" to participate?

How then can i protect myself from harm and protect others from it?

A delayed entry

2005-03-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

Last satyrday, a grp of us went to Camra's gig at the water front. It was a great performance! sounds were gd, crowd was gd and the weather was beautiful. The band has a lot of chemistry between them. The little screw ups they had was very well hidden.
Harry's was next. Met Kim and Dexter...really nice ppl. But the hell came after that when i ajourned to MerBAU with Camera man...i swear to GOD, they are a bunch of Mutter F***er man...they can really drink. Got meself so high and missed the Easter Mass. LOL
Moral of the story: Never drink with Camra man....they are Bastardos when it comes to spirits~!

But that weekend was really well spent. Its been awhile i can relax a little but obviously a little too much =P

I can only wish and hope this year will be a better one.

Thats all for me sillies. Chao No Mann No

The littlest things DOES matters~!

2005-03-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

A smile, even a silly one will brighten a person's day.
A little wink can send reassurance to the receiver.
A tiny nudge can remind the person that you are there.
A loveing hug can warm the person's heart that you do care.
A simple treat can generate more than just gratitude.

Now tell me....i meant myself....no shut up....no....
"Have i been doing all these littlest things?"

ARGH~!
Truth hurts man....LOL

Following the trend

2005-03-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

My Wish List:

- A PDA phone....i really need one
- A few nice shirts from Raoul and fil a fil
- More ties
- A Braun Buffel or Satchi brief case
- A simple wallet
- A Fender Stratocaster
- A simple gathering with my friends once in a while
- A lot of CASES~!
- And a shit loads of FUN and LAUGHTER everywhere~!!!!

Thought of my day

2005-03-23T02:07:00.000+08:00

You gain
strength,
courage &
confidence
by every experience in which you really stop
to look fear in the face.

You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.

How does one a decide on something?

2005-03-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

With good and bad Experiences,
With good and bad Judgements,
and of course
With good and bad Decisions.

The order in which the above mentioned are not critical. But its amazing how the three are linked together.
Like many things in my life...mostly are based on Judgement first. But for my case, the order was crucial. If a person has a prejustified opinion of something, he or she will not be able to see other areas of concern, leading to a biased Decision resulting in a bad Experience.

If the order are changed in any way, i believe that the result will still be the same....A BAD _______~!

How do we know if what we are deciding on is a right one or a wrong one?

I'm really confused. Then again, i wonder.....

There's still so many things.......

2005-03-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

I need to learn,
I need to cherish,
I need to seized,
I need to capitalised,
I need to accomplished...

yet so little time and so many obstacles and restrictions...bound by the very heart of me.

LIFE is really a big "if" in the middle. I will never know, but i do know that the Laws of Nature will never defy itself.

Wat is Right?

2005-03-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, doing the Right thing just isn't doing the Right thing.
Doing the Right things at the wrong time or vice versa may be the more humaine thing or appropriate thing to do.

Is it the moral values?
Is it the up bringing?
Is it the influnces from people around us or books?
Is it the conscience?
Is it the situation?
Is it the problem itself?

How does one truely able to tap his/her chest and say:
"I've done the right thing~!"
or
"I've done what i could in the best possible way~!"

Are these 2 replies questionable in any way? If yes, who to question? Why question? WHo has thr Right to judge all these? What governs the thoughts of this person or being?
Truth?
Justice?
Love?
Logic?

Then, will there be such a thing call 'double standard' ?

Pa Buay See ONE~! I'M BACK

2005-03-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

Question:
-What happens when you stop peddling the bicycle(2 wheels)?

Answer:
-You will fall off the bike.

The blind lead the blind...both kena. But the 2 blind persons can be the same person!

Definations

2005-03-18T05:10:00.000+08:00

A defination gives meaning to a word or a phrase.
A word or a phrase gives defination to the sentence that you say:
1- weightage
2- tone
etc.

Like many things that we come into contact everyday, how do we define it? Perceive it? Convert it from an idea to an ideal? Ideal to reality?

Interesting isn't it?

Options & Choices

2005-03-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

To most, they are the same but in fact....they are not. One is a predicament. The other, choices.

What do i think?
What do you think?

I am throwing in the towel

2005-03-14T02:31:00.000+08:00

Argh...too caught up in so many things. Studies, work, reading up, so many so many till now i'm at the brim. Really can't take it anymore. I need to let go too....Haiz. Really not easy to acheive some things in life. Cheers to those who are able to.
These few months, i come to realise that if there are things or issues holding you back, stop, solve it, then move on. The smallest things in life can be a great tripping stone in your plans ahead. Believe me....i know.

How big a sacrifice i would have to CHOOSE to make.

Am I A Failure?

2005-02-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz...somethings always gotta happen when i'm in a bull run. Why?

Need you
Need hope
Need guidance
Need comfort

Mr G...you there?

Makings of A Great Man

2005-02-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

A Wise Man once said:
"A Great Man Shows His Greatness By How He Treats Little Men"

"Do Not Look Down Upon Someone If You Do Not Wish To Help"

I believe for those who read this will agreed with the 2 statements made by Mr Anthony Robbins. The question here is:
1) The person who needs help have to want the help...agreed?
2) The person who needs help must understand why help is needed...agreed?
3) All things being equal...will these 2 questions still apply?

To give is more blessed then to receive. Giver has got to have more to offer therefore GIVES. Receiver on the other hand cannot ASSUME aid will be given. Then is it Sinful to not come to the aid of those who takes gifts and waste it? Thats my question.

It is wrong to make a judgement. How abt making a conclusion?
How different is that? But then again...in "this" perfect world...Pandora's Box wasn't opened.

Too many whys...Buts...Ifs...

So far so good....a little hope...just a little hope from you~!

2005-02-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

Its a good year so far...things worked out...new unworked out things arised... *SIGH*
I guess its a challenge to see how much one can take and receive. How one takes and receives is another story. At least one chooses to face it. There is a saying: "By Hook Or By Crook" & "Beg, Borrow, Steal..get the job done"
Ironies of all ironies~!

Waddayathink:
- To Be Or Not To Be
- To WANT To Be Or Not WANT To Be

MERRY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL
peace out

Blessings in disguise..misfortunes and good things doesn't last long

2005-02-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

The Week had been TERRIFIC~! Finally i earned the Trust from my manager. He now approves me. but haiz....i had to disappoint him and myself with my poor health recently. I had two MCs this week...and missed my last and finally attempt at my Unit Trust Liscensing Exam. Wonder what will the management do abt this. Nevertheless...i had exprienced alot with regards to my field of work since Jan. Compare to rest...i've expossed to more things in a shorter time. THKS Mr G..!
I've gradually realised that life is really a big IF in the middle. We will never know what will happen the next moment. A great learner once said: "tomorrow is the First day of the rest of your life...use it wisely."
Would you agree?

2005-01-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are a Warrior Soul
You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.You don't give up. You're committed and brave.Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

Its the most dreaded time of the year

2005-01-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

CNY spring cleaning is back for most chinese i guess....and the event just gets better except for the preparation. Its has been a wonderful last year, filled with gd and bad memories. Thinking back now...its kinda cute and silly.
New Year resolutions.
- Get out of my 'Comfort Zone'...
- Get to know at least 10 people better...
- Quit Smoking...
- Be more in control of my Es & Ts...
- Lose 20 pounds (as if)...
- Buck up on my guitar playing...
- SAVE~!!!!!!!!
- Complete my Degree...God Help ME~!
- Hope i can get 'that' better job...
- Treat my Gems better...

So many so many things to do and yet so many so many things left undone. Haiz! LifE... the big 'IF' in the middle. How can we all know if we don't even try?
Do you agree that " If we fail to plan, we plan to fail?"

Gabriel got pooped on~!!!

2005-01-27T09:16:00.000+08:00

Yes..yes..yes~! He was pooped on. Was walking along Chong Pang...for those who stay near there...its a danger zone man. Birds flying everywhere. but nevertheless it was a nice evening with 2 pals, chit chatting and enjoying good food at A&A.
THIS WILL BE A GOOD YEAR. YES....A GOOD YEAR~!

A little something to think about

2005-01-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when things happens...most fail to give room for doubt. Kick back and re-view the situation. We may all find the solution or problem right in front.
But i believe that things, good or bad, happens for a reason. Would you agree?
Come to think about it, we all have our days and its a good thing there's always friends around. They really are Gems from heaven. Though flawed...but always shimmer in it's own Brilliance and Uniqueness. I guess its not the size of the gem that matters but the shine it offers in once life.
I attended a funeral of a 10yr old kid the other day. To think about the life he had ahead...Haiz. Irony..he is an Altar Server. Now he will be serve the big G in his table...waiting on him.
Thought of the night.... "To Love, is it to Possess?"

(Confused~?!?!?!?!?!?)

Another silly post

2005-01-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

CNY is just ard the corner~! Yeepies. Friends and family all enguffed by the spirit of giving and in celebration of prosperity and good fortune. I wonder have Mr G answered all my prayers and wishes and my friend's too. Really look forward to the day where all those who are dear to me enjoy the lunch or dinner together.

Well...ideals or ideas are just thoughts made by man. In its best intentions to better things...but it has to be governed by integrity and good will to serve. That will be all...hope when my friends come over....can help me add a tag board so all can tag their point of views on life or anything in general to my blog. THIS IS A TRASH IT OUT BLOG MAN~! Use it.

WUAhahahahhah~!

"Knowledge is POWER"

2005-01-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

To some...this may seem true but can one really know the power of knowledge? Does the power comes from knowledge or does it comes from the ability to seek the knowledge? Chicken and Egg delimma.
Or is it INTELLECT that dictates it all?
Without intellect, how can one understand?
Without understanding, how can one use the knowledge?
How can all these be use to serve and not to reap one's gain?
How can one differ Good from Bad?
I seriously don't know why i'm writing this...perhaps its a vicious cycle that i'm trying to see and to break the whole chain of command.
Silly me....

Wah Kaoz

2005-01-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

Well...its been a LOOOONGGGGG day at work....nothing seems to come out right no matter how hard i try. Does Ideas really surpass Ideals? Maybe not but i really hate to believe tat but looks like its getting into me. Haiz....sit back and relax....not the solution.....do something....dont know where to start....I'm really at my wits end.

God help me.

2005

2005-01-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

Its been a really fun, naughty and tipsy X'mas and New Year for me this year. Its like BOOZE all the way from 23rd till yesterday~!!!
Not to mention with all the close friends and new ones...food and all the huba huba babes...OooooHhhhhh!

My First entry

2004-12-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to get a blog just like all me frenz...kinda fun releasing your frustration online....hahahha..